COLD DARK FRIGHTENING ROOM

I remember
the first day of kindergarten
mom would never leave me unless I was ready

I remember
the classroom so dark
so many eyes staring blankly at me

I remember
the teacher so calm, as the children ran with excitement
she was just too good to be true
I wish my nightmare was over

I remember
there, that girl in the back corner of the room
blond hair, cute eyes
alone.

I remember                                                                                                  
sitting by her
a tear rolling down my cheek as my mom left me
the girl is so sweet
we played for hours on that first day of kindergarten
we became friends
best friends
still

My mom left me in that cold, dark, frightening room
with my best friend
that made every part of going to the first day of kindergarten,
worth it

My Innermost One

It was you the innermost one

Who awakens my being, with your deep hidden touch

It was u my innermost one

Who make me understand, what I am.

It was u who is always beside me

In every cascade of joy and sorrow

                                                                         

There is a deep corner of my heart

In which no one can stay , but you.

There is a long time in my day

In which no thoughts can come but yours

                                                                                   

With you inside me my innermost one

I am blessed with tranquility,

you calm my pain , time and again,

by serenading my soul

and making me whole.