Beyond Horizon

 

Kshitij ke kinare

Nange paon chalte hue

Aksar maine

Jindgi ko nihara hain

Yahin maine kawitaon ko socha

Lafzo main piroya

Kuch nishchal ghumte

khwabo ko  disha di

Meri kawitayein

Mere alfazo ki jarurat hain

Inke bina main kya hun,

Kuch bhi to nahi

Jab bhi inko padta hun

Lagta hain samne aks hain

Kshitij ke bina

Mera wajood hi kya hain

Kshitij meri zarurat hain

Badlo se kaho

Dur jaye

Jine de mujhe

 

Kshitiz : Horizon

Desire for Ecstacy

Ajj khul ke hass lu

Dil ki hain yahin tammana

Us mithi si hansi me

Sukun hain kai palo ka

Us mithi si hansi me

 kayi khawab hain chupe

Ajj khul ke hans lu

Dil ki hain yahi tammanna

Ajj dekhe ek swapn naya

Jinme Nayi ummide ho

Choti choti si jhil-mil khwahishe

Jinme apno ki khooshiya ho

Ajj khul ke hans lu

Dil ki hain yahi tammanna

Kuch kehte hue kuch sunte hue

Inn khwabo ko ajj apna banalu

Ajj basalu unn lamho ko aankho main

Jo hoton ko muskan de

Ajj nikal du unn bato ko unn yadoon ko

jo dil ko tadpati hain

Ajj khul ke hans lu

Dil ki hain yahi tammanna.

Roshni ki Ummed Main

Raat ke andhere se haar kar chala tha main

Socha tha raah main roshni to hogi

yuhin bhagte hue sadko ki khank chante hue

Sapno ki talash me raaton  ko jagte hue

Raat ke andhere se haar kar chala tha main

Socha tha  Dundhla sa kahi savera to milega

Sab raaho ka ant ho gaya

Abb tak gum wo savera hain

Raat ke andhere se haar kar chala tha main

Socha tha Koi to kiran badlo se ubhri to milegi

Raat bharne ko aayi hain magar intzar khatm nahi hua

Shayad meri thaki aankhon ko kabhi sukun nahi aayega

Raat ke andhere se haar kar chala hun main

Par abb roshni ki ummed bhi kho chukki hain.

Ek Sham....

Ek sham

Nishabd,sthir,shunya

Khada main unn chitraye yaadon main

Jhak raha tha

Lamho ke panno ko palat-te hue

Achanak ek saaya samne aa gaya

Khilkilata khush unmukt.

Maine paya ye saaya waise to

Mere saaye ki tarah hi tha

Fark bas yahi tha ki

Mera saaya bhi meri tharah hain

Nishabd , sthir,shunya

Mercy

I have a complaint and request to you

Have mercy on me

At least sometimes

Whenever I looked up

I prayed to you

Have mercy on me

At least sometimes

I have a complaint and request to you

Have mercy on me

At least sometimes

I am tired of searching everywhere

These Breezes are very cold

At least sometimes I’ll get peace at heart

And brightness in the eyes

Have mercy on me

At least sometimes

Whenever I looked up

I prayed to you

Have mercy on me

At least sometimes

Selfeffacing Bird

Oo love sick bird

How selfless you are

You sing for every one

Who listens to you

(Could you) love someone new?

One who'll hold you through the night

and forget the past

forward-motion puts history behind

you sing from twilight in the morning to

twilight in the eve.

You know that your soul mate can’t hear you.

As he is far-far away.

Yet you sing in the hope

Oo love sick bird

How selfless you are

You sing for every one

Who listens to you

Emptiness

                      If we observe our reaction to emptiness everybody want to run away from that feeling. we never like a place where there is no one say a empty house or a empty room. We always try to fill our days with lots of activities. We are afraid of emptiness up to an extant that if we don't get a activity to fill our head with we fill it with problems that do not actually require our attention, we fill our hearts from past traumas or  someone Else's issues or hopes of future.

                 But what I think is we must not run away from emptiness we are the part of it and it is the part of us. Emptiness is the urge that make things in our life pleasurable. If our stomach is empty it make eating pleasurable, if our heart is empty than only love can take residence inside, emptiness from desire set us free.

                 We may not like to dive into our emptiness within, perhaps because of the facts that we filled ourselves so full or so often with frozen emotions such as anger and hate that  they have become part of us.