Lier

" They Pretend to care & I m still struggling to pretend that I don't care"
                                                                                   ~ Avinash Jain

Humse khafa hain unka nakli chehra
humne unko saccha batana jo chod diya

Jhuth bhi sabne aise bola mujhse
ki sharm ke mare sach ne muh dikhana hi chod diya

Nehere bhi samundar dhikati hain khudko yahan
isiliye zamane se bharosa hi tod diya

Jhutho ki is duniya me-main akela hi bhala
yahi soch ke abb logo ko azmana hi chod diya 

Struggle

Thoda sa bojh apne seene ka yahi pe rakh do 

aasman sar pe laye ho ,  jameen par rakh do 

dhundoge kahan abb gunehgar ko apne 

ye ilzam bhi hami pe rakh do 

saza jo deni hain mnzur mujhe hain 

bas tum apne hoton pe hasin to rakh do  

Life Goes On..............

phir din din kar ke kuch saal biite
kuch nae rishte milee kuch apne choote
wo pyaare jo the mujhe apni jaan se pyaare
un ko yaad kar ke
phir dil bhar aaya phir aankhe bheegi
kuch ummedon ke abhaon me
kuch halaton ke dabaon me
Phir ham chillaye
bulaya unko jinko apna samjha tha
phir koi nhi aaya
dagmagate honslo se
ladkhadate kadmo se
phir uthne ki koshish ki
andhere ko par kiya aur roshni me pahucha
par kuch dhundla sa tha
sab badla sa tha
phir din din kar ke kuch saal bite
kuch nae rishte milee kuch apne choote…….

Stuck......................

I was stuck between a “sorry” & a “goodbye”

And realize there is time for neither

I was stuck between” me” &” myself “

And realize there is no one around

I was stuck between” logic “& “heart”

And realize there is actually nothing to choose

I was stuck between a “past” & a “future”

And realize there is no present left

I was stuck

Between “day” & “night”

Between “dark” & “bright”

Between “wrong” & “right”

I was stuck in my own lies

And realize that I don’t even realize

God Says to me one Day
Looking for my blessings
They are always with you
 Now roads are smooth
Will hold your hand when going gets tough
Looking for ecstacy
well she is also searching you
Looking to move forward
Start from first step dear
Looking for how to say sorry
don't worry I have already forgiven
Looking for me :)
well I am just right there
Behind you, inside you  always .

Chalo Masti Karte hain

Chalo masti karte hain….

Zamane ki responsibilities me fasne se pehle

Chand pal aur jeete hain

Chalo masti karte hain…..

Ye saal ke baad duniya bahut ghumaegi

Apne ishro pe khub nachaegi

Uske pehle zara apni marzi se jhoom lete hain

Iss saal ki har sham ka khul ke maza lete hain

Chalo masti karte hain….

Isse pehle ki zindgi ke thapedo se

Har khwhaish dum tod de

Un khwahisho ko pura karte hain

Chalo masti karte hain

Ajj hum gumnam hi sahi

Par ek din hamari bhi keemat samjhi jaegi

Isi ummed me jeete hain

Chalo masti karte hain……

I just wanted to make this mothers day special to mom
pehle maine socha har baar jaise ek gift du par gifts look to superficial to me mujhe laga feelings convey nahi hogi unless gift is highly customised
fir socha ki I will speak up everything I feel :)
 But sach bataun I don’t have guts :(
and it will look too dramatic
Tab mene socha kuch likhta hun …………………….. this lines are for you maa ….Love u
how u expess Ur feelings this mothers day
pls share

Jab apne socha me nahi dekh rha hun mene dekha app meri pehli painting ko fridge pe laga rhi thi,
aur me turant dusri banana chala gaya

Jab apne socha me nahi dekh rha hun mene dekha app meri favourite dish bana rhi thi,
aur mene sikha ki choti choti cheze life kaise special ho sakti hain

Jab apne socha me nahi dekh rha hun mene dekha app prayer kar rahi thi,
aur mene jana ek god hain jispe hamesha trust kar sakte hain

Jab apne socha me nahi dekh rha hun mene apko ghar aur sabki  care karte  dekha ,
aur mene sikha hume uski care karna chahiye job hi hamko mila hain

Jab apne socha me nahi dekh rha hun mene apko responsibilities lete dekha tab bhi jab app aacha feel nhi kar rhi thi, aur mene sikha mujhe bhi responsible banana padega jab me bada hounga

Jab apne socha me nahi dekh rha hun mene apko rote hue dekha aur mene sikha kabhi kabhi life hurt karti hain par kabhi kabhi rone me koi burai nahi

Jab apne socha me nahi dekh rha hun mene life ke kailesseons sikhe jo mujhe ek aacha insane banne ke liye sikhna the

Jab apne socha me nahi dekh rha hun main apko dekhta hun or thanks bolna chahta hun uss sab ke liye jo mene dekha jab apne socha me nahi dekh raha hun

Thank u MAA………………………