Directionless

I lost direction

No stone unturned but none give the clue

No tears either to damn you

My heart is cold

Waiting for you

But may be some things are better

When you let them pass through.

*inspired from few lines I read somewhere

Race of Life

Jindgi ki raftaar ko main kabhi samaj hi nahi paya

Isilie shayad saath iske kabhi chal na paya

kabhi itna aage nikal jata hun ki

saaya bhi saath nahi de pata

kabhi itna piche reh jata hun ki

chillane par bhi meri aawaz iss tak nahi pahuchti.

Phir kabhi sochta hun kyun me hi koshish karu ise samajne ki

Kyun ye mujhe nahi samajti kabhi .

Kyun?

Rahi

 OO Rahi

kadmo ko aage bada jara

chehre pe muskurahat la jara

gamo ka daman chod ke

khusiyon se haath mila zara

mana ki jo hua hain

tune nahi tha chaha

lekin jahan me kiske

chahne se kuch hua hain

kismat se chod ladna

usko maan le tu

kahan tujhe hain jana

behtar hain jaan le tu

abhi se haar na tu

ladai aur bhi hain

jindgi ki raah main

kathinai aur bhi hain

abhi to jindgi ke

kuch hi rang he dekhe

inn karwato se jindgi ka

wasta bada hain

choti choti khushiyon ko

sametna shuru kar

bade dukh ko dhakna

aasan ye bada hain

aankon ko apni band kar

khwab naye dekh tu

khich nahi dor  ko

tamannnao ki patang uda zara

soch ki disha badal

koshish kar aur samhal

bhul ja atit ko

jeena ho jaye saral

chahto ko apni tu

armanon ke pankh laga

jeena aa jaega khud

bas tu ji Zara

Quiescent

Tammanna ne mere

Honton pe ungali

Rakh kar

Jaise hi kahan

Shhhhh………

Mere sare  Khwab

Thitak kar

reh gaye

Khamoshiyan yun mere

Labo par

Aa kar he

tehri

mere sare alfaz

 bhikar kar

 reh gaye

Socha tha sham se

Pehle ghar 

laut jaenge

Par in rasto me

Bhatak kar

Reh gaye

ye to nahi tha maine

chalna nahi chaha

par ye

 kambakht

pair  chipak kar

reh gaye.

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It's not that I'm so smart, it's just that I stay with problems longer

We have to stop running from our problems. No I am not saying it is going to be easy you have to face them head on. Now obviously there is no person in this world who can flawlessly handle every punch thrown at them. We can’t solve problems instantly. This is not how we are made. Infect we are made to get upset, sad, hurt, stumble and fall. I guess it is the way this things works we have problems we face them we learn adapt and solve them over the course of time. In the process we gain experience we believe in some things. So that if we face similar situation again in life we won’t fall again. But in my case it seems as I am growing older and gaining more experience and wisdom, I am abandoning what I used to believe  .

However

Yun to ye sagar mere kabu main hain

Par ye boond hain jo sambali nahi jati

Yun to maine  jindgi akele kaati hain

Par ye lamha he jo gujara nahi jata

Yun to gamo ka pahad mujse hain gujra

Par ye choti si tees hain jo mitai nahi jati

Yun to dekha hain jamane ke dilo main

Par iss aks ka nishana saha nahi jata

Yun to rahon par abb bhi kabu hain

Par chalne ki himmat jutai nahi jati

Yun to shabdo ka khajana hain mere pass

Par dil ki baat samjhai nahi jati.

*2 lines are copied from somewhere